Sana makaya mo din akong ipaglaban„, sana magawa mo rin akong ipagtanggol…. Sana maniwala ka rin sa akin…. Sana mas maalala mo ako sa mga mabuting nagawa ko kesa sa iilan na pagkakamali ko„, sana maisip mo na ginawa ko lahat para sayo…..


I cant stand anymore……


Ginawa niya ang lahat pero sinaktan mo pa rin„, ngayon kung paano mo siya sinaktan noon, doble pang sakit ang nararamdaman mo ngayon„, kung paano mo siya binalewala noon, doble doble naman kung pansinin mo ngayon… kaso umiikot ang mundo, ang dating NAGPAPAKATANGA sayo, MASAYA na sa ibang tao……..

its what on einjhel’s mind…..

There will always be people who don’t like me; the way i look, the way i talk, the things i say, the way i dress, the things i believe in, the music i listen too, but the truth is; ITS UP TO ME IF I LET THEM RUIN MY DAY OR I’LL LEARN TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND ACCEPT MYSELF JUST THE WAY I AM………….

——-“try to be as good as you can and if thats not enough for them, it will certainly be for someone else.. you’re not here to please anyone on this planet………….”——


kung di mo ako magawang mahalin ng tama„ sana kahit sa paglayo mo na lang iyon na lang ang gawin mong tama….. para magkaroon ako ng pagkakataong makita ang tamang tao para sa akin….

I dont exactly know where i stand in you anymore…. so many things bothering me including US…. do u still love me kasi maraming mga bagay ang kaya kung ibigay? Mahal mo pa ba ako kasi alam mo na kahit anong mangyari di kita iiwan„ at kaya mong dumipende sa akin kasi kahit anong mangyari di kita pababayaan? Dahil alam mo na kaya kung ibigay lahat sau makita lang kitang masaya…….. masakit pero yun na ang tingin ko sa sarili ko ngayon….. isang gamit na saka mo lang maaalala pag kailangan mo„ punching bag mo sa tuwing naiinis ka at wala kang pwedeng paglabasan ng sama ng loob kaya sa akin mo madalas binubunton….. sana dumating ang araw, marealize mo din ang halaga ko„, sana dumating ang araw na malaman mo rin ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko mapasaya ka lang…. na mapansin mo din ang lahat ng sakripisyo ko kasi mahal kita……

Uuwi ako, at sa pagbabalik ko, sana marealize kong di lang ikaw ang lalake sa mundo.. wala akong perang uuwi, pero magsasakripisyo ako, dahil gusto ko pagbalik ko dito, panibagong pagsisimula ang haharapin ko…..

Sobra kitang mahal kaya di ko maintindihan kung bakit sobrang sakit ang binabalik mo…..

….SANA KUNG DI MO AKO KAYANG MAHALIN NG TAMA, HAYAAN MO NA LANG AKONG MAKITA ANG TAMANG TAO PARA SA AKIN……


let go„, i can do it„, God is with me……..

I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me.
One Tree Hill (via missinyouiskillingme)

(via jeninz0408)


hard in letting go

I did everything already for us, and now i realized i did too much„ 

too much to forget who really am„, 

il do all my best now to stand to what i think is good for me…. 

And letting go of you can be a little bit painful but

someday i know, i’l be smiling and thank myself for doing it… 

I dont have regrets, coz i know deep inside me, 

i have loved you more than anyone can… 

And no one can ever love you the way i did…

I dont know if i still love you„, 

or am jaz sad of the thought of not talking to you again

or afraid of what might other people be thinking about me now that we’re over… 

losing you is painful, but i know crying will make me strong and feel better..

Il fix my life„ il prove to you, am not wat ur thinking… 

Il fix it for my future„ for my daughter and family and 

sumday to that one last person who’ll come into my life…. 

Il do my best so he’l be proud of me and someday will thank you 

for hurtin me thats why i let go of you….

"you can try your hardest; you can do everything and say everything…
But sometimes, people just aren’t worth trying over anymore…
They aren’t worth worrying about..
IT IS IMPORTANT TO KNOW WHEN TO LET SOMEONE GO WHEN THEY’RE
LETTING YOU DOWN……”

„,i want to be happy with or without him…. i want to enjoy life even if hes not with me… i want to realize na ang kaligayahan, di nakadepende sa kanya… i want him to realized my worth…… gusto kong malaman nia ang pinagkaiba… at gusto kong malaman nia ang pinakawalan nia……

For now, i want to be alone….. without HIM, but only myself……..