lot of things changed„ people change and so as the feelings„, change can be sòmetimes the cause òf everything„ the cause òf pain, sadness, heartbreaks, and when lòve fades changes alsò has a big part òf it„,
when it còmes tò lòve nòr relatiònship, changes is òne òf the main reasòn„ changes tò the feelings, tò the things they used tò be„ tò their òwn self………..
i admit, am òne òf the victim òf changes„ i was betrayed ònce, been hurt many times, been ignòred at times„ the òne i lòve leaves me because òf change,., and because òf that everything i have inside changed alsò„, when he asked me a secònd chance, i cant tòtally give him, theres this small thing that holds me fròm gòing back„, and i realized nòmatter hòw much yòu want that persòn back, u cant, because the love i have fòr him, changed already„„
i’ve come to realized that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless… And i find myself wondering why of all people in this world i’d fall for someone that can never be mine…..
I LOVE HIM;
•••beyond words, beyond time and beyond everyone around us…
•••but sad to say that nomatter how much love i have for him, we can’t be together….
•••not because of distance, not because he doesn’t feel the same way…..
•••but i guessed its the song “somewhere down the road” explains well….
—a right love at the wrong time…—
„,nakakapagod na, ganito na lang palagi…. Ayoko na e, kelangan ko nang tulungan ang sarili ko para makalimutan cia…. Ako rin naman ang mahihirapan„„ nasadaktan na ako, di na ako masaya…….
It was a bad day for me…. A very bad one:((
Am hir at the terrace on the 5th floor„ looking down, watching the vehicles to pass… Den i stare up there where i saw the moon… And i remember you.. I remember what you said; “when you feel blue, look at the moon, near the moon there is a star, that’s you… Remember, as long as there is moon, am with you….” But there is moon but i cant find the star….. I cant find me….;((
Can moon find star and put back??
Today, ive visited a church twice… One ds morning ant d othe ds afternun…First time kong pasukin ang mga church na yun and as dey say u can make three wishes….
What i did was ask forgiveness, tgen thank HIM for all the blessings and make one wish…..
I didnt ask for anything, only to guide me for the perfect one for me…. Sabi ko, ive been a lot of relationship, im not asking you the perfect one, nor someone who can give me everything…. Just please guide me to the right person…. Please guide me to the person who dont just love me but can respect me as me and also my family can accept my daughter and will never leave nomatter how bad the situation is….
At kninang hapon, i did it again„ same wishes…..
….,and as i seated in front of the church, someone called me… I dnt know but my heart skip a beat and says it was HIM….
Sa puso ko ramdam ko cia talaga….
Sana siya na nga…. Sa knya i know il be better, and am in gud hands……..
I cant promise to love you forever… Coz i dont know what the future will bring… I dont promise for better or for worse.. For better or worse is subjective…
…eversince, i was the only one fighting…. Fighting for this relationship to last, fighting for US…
.,and today, if there’s one big mistake, its the decision im willing to pursue that i dont want to fight anymore….. I can bear pain, i can bear sadness.. But i just cant stand here waiting that someday you’ll gonna fight for me.. That someday, you’ll gonna prove that loving you is the sweetest thing ive ever done……
Im sorry but im removing myself to the picture in which am the only person in it… I cant stay long,
I cant promise to love you forever…
Coz i dont know what the futureWill bring…
I dont promise for better or for worse..
For better or worse is subjective…
But i can promise to love you today and as long as my love burns dor you and your’s for me…
I will never take you for granted,
Nomatter how close or far; you will feel me wanting you….
And in any way, you will feel my presence and you will smile with knowing…..
You will never have reason to doubt,
You may encounter loneliness at times, but i will be there to wash those sadness and try all my best to put smile in uour face….
I will be uour bestfriend through hard times and in hood times.. I will never leave you nomatter how rough the road is…..
I promise to take care of myself always for US….
Im an independent and sweet woman that will never change….
Im passionate. Thruthful. Bold. Weird. Can you handle that? I will never change…..
I will support your dreams, nomatter what they are., i will walk with you in your darkest moments..
I will make mistakes, own them and strive hard to be better….
As your love, this is my contract to you….
So far, i have’nt been able to get as good as i give.. And that is why im going to keep on loving untill i get it right…